My life Story and Confessions

Being a black guy in india is crime or not ? I don't know about others but in my case it was worst for me. I don't had friends during my school because of my color. They use to think I am dirty I don't take bath properly with soap that is the reason my color is black. But who can make them understand at that age I use to think power rangers are real and wwe wrestlers are immortal.  It's all because of wrong parenting how their parents treat others, same they learn from observing it and even television also promotes fair skin and they want only fair actors working for them. Usually the time when school kids make friends explore things and decide about future what they want to become. In my case it was difficult for me to sit in school because no one wanted to be my friend and that is the reason I used to hate my black skin color and sat alone for long time thinking, I should end my life and restart it again. I never had friends whom would I trust so that late...

How reading atomic habits changed my life Hi there my name kaushal mandal a computer science graduate and jobless. Before starting the article I would say that I am not big fan of reading books and definitely the generation that we live in no one likes reading. So now you might be thinking first of all I don't like reading than how it changed my life and second thing how I read the book. Every question would be answer in this article one by one and it would surely help you also to get started. I got hospitalized as I have written another article on it and was on bed rest. I was getting bore no one to speak so I contacted one of my friend to ask him how is everything going on in life and also shared with him my health update and the reason why I called him. He laughed first for the reason and was shocked hearing about my health and told me to read atomic habit book. But answer from my end was I don't like reading. He suggested me some apps where you can upload pdf an...

Government gives 500 rs per month to fight tuberculosis for diet is it enough  Hi my name is kaushal, a 25 year old computer science graduate guy currently jobless and survived a chronic tuberculosis disease with the help of surgery. Which I have written about it you can read it to. As I have mentioned about I survived a chronic tuberculosis with the help of the surgery because I was later by year and it had spread in my abdomen, pancreas and right side of lungs. Why surgery was needed ? This question may come to anyone after hearing about tuberculosis is very common disease not a chronic one. But in my case as I was late by years. The tuberculosis bacteria had spread deep inside my body organs. Due to which my stomach food pipe from where food goes down into small intestine was not going and I was having problems in digestion i.e mainly digestion issue, pain in abdomen and everytime it was full after passing stool also. So there was lot of test done biopsy was also to ...

Doctors told I have cancer and I would die with in 6 months Hi my name is kaushal computer science graduate and currently jobless. I like to write and share how I overcame this chronic disease and help out others to overcome.  So it was back in 2019 covid 19 hit and we were all stuck at home isolating ourselves from others and work from home culture was introduced by that time and everything college , school and offices were working from. I to was working  partime in a call center as a customer service agent and continuing my college. But working from home was like you are at home only why don't you work little or join meeting after login hours, it was headache and tourcher. I started to skip my breakfast and directly had my lunches around 1 afternoon.  Work started around 9 and we have pre meeting to join 30 minutes before that also system take atleast 20 minutes to on. Soon it was like an habit for me I dont know about others. But since than I started to loo...

I was told I would never be successful  Yeah I still remember this one of my family member told to me I would never be successful and be nothing and yeah he was right. The time he was saying it was year 2016 and I was still in my college.  Even my friends use to say the same thing that nothing is going to happen for me and I would never achieve anything in my life again they were right. The reason why they were telling it because I was not taking actively part in any indoor and outdoor activities and used to stay at home. Even at college, my friends are planning any outing or treat I use to back off first. I have never attended or went to any trip at college or even at my school. This is the reason I have only few friends which can be counted on fingers and that to they are avoiding to meet me because all this reasons.  Now that I am at hospital recovering from surgery and was told by doctors would not survive if surgery is not done, Before going to surgery ev...

My mom told me not to join Indian army Hi my name is kaushal I am 25 year old, a computer science graduate currently jobless and owner of the site. So when I was kid around 7 years old, I was influenced by the military movies and the indian army and always wanted to join Indian army from that time. When someone in house friends or family members asked what you want to do when you pass class 10th I used to happily reply them by smiling I would join Indian army and fight against terrorists. My mom used to just smile she never ever argued with me at that time why you want to join Indian army seek other career opportunities or else. So I was all focused and ready for Indian army and I was prepared mentally that I would pass class 10 and join Indian army by the age 17 and continue my study and get Graduate and apply for promotion or for officer rankings. But after passing class tenth when I was preparing for the Indian army she just came and told me don't join army, who ever...